And this is the liiife.. so hold on tight!

So, I'm finally up in Idaho. :)

I love it up here. 

  As I was walking home from class today, with the little snow flakes floating on the breeze, I realized... This is where I'm supposed to be.

I'm supposed to be here with all these amazing people, who love the gospel just as much as I do, and are striving to be the best they can -just like me. Its really really awesome to be in a school where every class starts off with a prayer. Its not even unusual here.. which I love. I love how church is incorporated into all the classes and teachings. I love devotional, and church, and all the activities that are offered. I love that everything being taught, is relating to me.

  I love my roommates. They are just the greatest bunch of girls, and we all click so well!

Kallie, Kara, Kenzie, Cassie, and Malia.

Kallie is my roommate, and i love her to death. She and I get along SO so well. She is super respectful and clean, and she is SO funny! I love talking to her :)

I cant really explain all the girls other than that. But we all just.. like i said.. get along SO well. We go out together all the time, and have movie nights, and make jokes.. i really love these girls!

"Par-kour! Par-kour!" haha 

I love our apartment! I don't even care that we cant hang anything on the walls! We keep it so clean, and everyone just does these little things- like cleans the few dishes in the sink, or writes a cute little note, or buys something for the apartment... I love it. We all plan on moving into another apartment together next semester :) 

  Other than how much I am loooving being up here, there is one aspect of my life, that is just too dang important to skip over..

My Blair is home now. He had to come home a little early, because of his dad. 

His mission president told him, "It doesn't matter how long you served. What matters is how much you've grown on your mission."

It really is 'bittersweet'. Selfishly, I'm more than ecstatic he is home. When he told me "Well, you can cancel your trip in June.. I'm coming home Wednesday." My heart sank the floor. I was terrified to ask "...Why". He explained to me what was going on back home, and I didn't know what to say. It was horrible not knowing how i could make him feel better. My mom said all I can do is hold him, and do my best to be there for him. (My mom has been just.. so incredibly helpful these past few months.) 

I got to talk to him for hours last night, without worrying about him getting in trouble at all. (He full asleep while we were video chatting. And I just watched him for a minute and thought to myself, "not too much longer now 'til i get to be with him." And i turned off the webcam.)  I got to hear him sing again, and play his guitar, and he stole my heart all over again. I felt like I was 16 again. Like a giddy little school girl. 3 of my roommates came trailing in while he was singing and playing "Just The Way You Are" by Bruno Mars, on his guitar. He made me want to just fall on the floor and die, right then and there. They were like "And whyyy are you waiting to marry him again!?" 

I love that I am able to just pick up my phone now, and call him. I love his voice. And that i get to text him throughout the whole day, and read all his cute texts. 

I am SO in love with him, it's sickening. I don't know who, or where I would be without him. He is my whole world. <3

Everything is perfect.