So as the countdown moves into the 40s.......

As I get closer to leaving, a lot is sinking in. 

Im going to have this brand new life!

And i know i say that all the time.. but thinking about it...

Moving to a brand new place, knowing very few people, having very few friends, is going to be a big change. 

Im going to go from the warm sunny weather, to the freeeezing cold. 

Im going to be doing homework again! (Im partially excited for that. lol)

So as the countdown moves into the 40s..........

Im taking in all the green of California, the perfect 70 day after day, because I know ill miss it the second i get out of the car in Rexburrrrg. 

Im trying to spend enough time with my family, so they wont try to video chat with me every night haha.

I am trying to prepare myself for all the dating.... Gah. Thaaaank heavens it will all be over in July. Lol. ;)

I dont regret my recent decisions.. but i do wish things were a little different. I feel like im leaving on a bad note, with a few individuals. But i think things will be better when i get back, so im not stressing. :)

Im getting any and every errand out of the way, so I dont stress during my last few days. Im making all my doctors appointments, hair appointments, and car appointments wayyy ahead of schedule. 

I CANNOT RELAX AT THIS POINT.... I JUST WANT TO LEAVE!!!